Tinytootz
Mini crazy cat lady
I sometimes wonder how many 'bad' days are lined up for me! I realise that may folks are going through far worse things than me, and my heart goes out to them. But in my little life, today has sucked!
Went to CAB to try and sort out my finances. Since the split, and before the split, they were in a bad way. Some wrong choices in life, and two redundancies haven't helped. Seems like my only option is bankruptcy, which scares the jeebers out of me.
I then log into the book of faces, and looking right back at me is pictures of scumbucket and s**tfeatures, all happy and smiley.
Trying ever so hard to remain positive, to remain on track, and to not lose my cool, but I would quite like to cause him harm! I keep saying over and over again that it is his loss, and I am better off without him, but some days I don't feel so lucky!
Mum has been trying to set me up with someone from her work. He seems nice enough, exchanged a few emails. But I hadn't heard anything back for 3-4 weeks. So I bit the bullet and asked if he fancied meeting up for a drink. Nothing ventured, nothing gained, and all that jazz. Still nothing.
So ive decided to treat myself tomorrow to a haircut, paint my nails, and go out on the town. Not dressing up to the 9's, as it only makes me feel self concious, which doesn't suit me.
Been awhile since my last moany post, so things must be getting better, somehow!
Looking forward to when 2010 ends!
Went to CAB to try and sort out my finances. Since the split, and before the split, they were in a bad way. Some wrong choices in life, and two redundancies haven't helped. Seems like my only option is bankruptcy, which scares the jeebers out of me.
I then log into the book of faces, and looking right back at me is pictures of scumbucket and s**tfeatures, all happy and smiley.
Trying ever so hard to remain positive, to remain on track, and to not lose my cool, but I would quite like to cause him harm! I keep saying over and over again that it is his loss, and I am better off without him, but some days I don't feel so lucky!
Mum has been trying to set me up with someone from her work. He seems nice enough, exchanged a few emails. But I hadn't heard anything back for 3-4 weeks. So I bit the bullet and asked if he fancied meeting up for a drink. Nothing ventured, nothing gained, and all that jazz. Still nothing.
So ive decided to treat myself tomorrow to a haircut, paint my nails, and go out on the town. Not dressing up to the 9's, as it only makes me feel self concious, which doesn't suit me.
Been awhile since my last moany post, so things must be getting better, somehow!
Looking forward to when 2010 ends!