chris_s
Less of a man each day
I'm going through a crisis at the moment and I don't fully understand it all.
Years ago, when I was about 6, I used to think boys grew up and changed into women and girls into men. Don't ask, I have no idea why.
Last night I had a strange dream about it and now I'm showing strange behaviour.
Today I have been trying clothes on in front of the mirror and feeling fat and ugly. Did feel looked ok in next size down swimwear, but am now debating whether I should wear it or not next trip to the pool. I put moisturiser on today, haven't used the stuff in a v long time. I've had some b***h moments lately and my mood is all over the place, time of the month?!
To top it all I went to browse in the shops today and found myself looking at clothes, thinking wish I could get away with that etc.. and then to top it all went into elc and burst into tears. Even walking past the baby stuff in Boots made me feel broody.
wtf is going on. I mean my moobs have shrunk since loosing weight and I can see bits I haven't seen for a while!
Someone help me pleeeeeeease
Years ago, when I was about 6, I used to think boys grew up and changed into women and girls into men. Don't ask, I have no idea why.
Last night I had a strange dream about it and now I'm showing strange behaviour.
Today I have been trying clothes on in front of the mirror and feeling fat and ugly. Did feel looked ok in next size down swimwear, but am now debating whether I should wear it or not next trip to the pool. I put moisturiser on today, haven't used the stuff in a v long time. I've had some b***h moments lately and my mood is all over the place, time of the month?!
To top it all I went to browse in the shops today and found myself looking at clothes, thinking wish I could get away with that etc.. and then to top it all went into elc and burst into tears. Even walking past the baby stuff in Boots made me feel broody.
wtf is going on. I mean my moobs have shrunk since loosing weight and I can see bits I haven't seen for a while!
Someone help me pleeeeeeease