babystar31
Gold Member
Well, ive came to a realisation. Again ive been playing at the diet "oh i have a day out, lets have a picnic", "its my mums birthday, i can eat at the meal"...uget the drift.
Its shocking....im actually making excuses to myself...but who am i kidding, im playing at it. I have 2 months supply left and i'll be damned if im wasting them. I want to be on my way to size 12's by xmas.
SOOOO ive finally told all my friends and family about the diet (only a few knew), ive binned all the "temptation" from the cupboard and from now on will only buy food for my son...nothing for me.
And yet again ive binned the scales. If im doing this i NEED to do it properly
So, i got weighed today at my mums. Im 264lbs (put on a couple over this week thru sheer cheating), and today im gettin the last "binge" thoughts out of my head.
Tomorrow is a new day, a new start, to a new me. Ive said this before, but i have to mean it this time...theres no alternative!
i will get weighed every monday at my mums (gives me an added kick up the butt knowing someone else is weighing me).....and there will be no excuses from now on. This is it.
Roll on tomorrow for a fantastic DAY 1
Its shocking....im actually making excuses to myself...but who am i kidding, im playing at it. I have 2 months supply left and i'll be damned if im wasting them. I want to be on my way to size 12's by xmas.
SOOOO ive finally told all my friends and family about the diet (only a few knew), ive binned all the "temptation" from the cupboard and from now on will only buy food for my son...nothing for me.
And yet again ive binned the scales. If im doing this i NEED to do it properly
So, i got weighed today at my mums. Im 264lbs (put on a couple over this week thru sheer cheating), and today im gettin the last "binge" thoughts out of my head.
Tomorrow is a new day, a new start, to a new me. Ive said this before, but i have to mean it this time...theres no alternative!
i will get weighed every monday at my mums (gives me an added kick up the butt knowing someone else is weighing me).....and there will be no excuses from now on. This is it.
Roll on tomorrow for a fantastic DAY 1