10st10lbs
Gold Member
the title says it all, i just feel like absolute rubbish today. went to see my ex and things didnt go the way i wanted. the way he put it, there's no chance. rang my best friend a few hours ago and had a big cry. still feel rubbish. wanted to go on wii and do some running tonight, really not feeling up to it now. realised when i went downstairs to check windows, lights and doors that i hadn't had my hexa, so begrudgingly poured out 350ml skimmed milk and headed upstairs. didn't want to drink it but as i had to, i stopped at the cupboard and picked up 4 werther's original chocs. milk and chocs always go well. didn't even feel like eating the chocs once i got to my room. just finished the milk and did eat the chocs, but don't feel any better, didn't really expect to but it would have been nice. just feeling like utter crap. could easily sit here and type my entire day out but really just not feeling up to anything right now other than hugging my pillow. have to be awake early, probably not the cleverest thing to be awake at midnight.
sorry to anyone who was feeling good today, i hope my downer doesn't rub off on anyone.
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sorry to anyone who was feeling good today, i hope my downer doesn't rub off on anyone.
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