sandyblack
Full Member
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My boyfriend convinced me to go for a walk around town as the weather is so lovely (I literally have avoided leaving the house apart from work since xmas..).
All I saw was my horrid reflection in shop windows and I was totally traumatised, too hot and uncomfortable. I ended up getting a taxi home as I was so upset...
I have been doing exante for 5 days now and have been ok, but I cant seem to come to terms with what I look like. I cant imagine being happy again.
It haunts me that I was ten stone at xmas and now im 13.5. Thats just not normal is it???
Have decided to hide indoors till I feel better. Sorry to moan everyone, I guess im just upset.xxx
My boyfriend convinced me to go for a walk around town as the weather is so lovely (I literally have avoided leaving the house apart from work since xmas..).
All I saw was my horrid reflection in shop windows and I was totally traumatised, too hot and uncomfortable. I ended up getting a taxi home as I was so upset...
I have been doing exante for 5 days now and have been ok, but I cant seem to come to terms with what I look like. I cant imagine being happy again.
It haunts me that I was ten stone at xmas and now im 13.5. Thats just not normal is it???
Have decided to hide indoors till I feel better. Sorry to moan everyone, I guess im just upset.xxx