kelly1977
Back On CD.......
Hiya Everyone, 
God I have missed you all & the advice..
Well been off diet for a few weeks now & put some weight back on which is daft of me.
I have got some supply of CD & decided I must shift some lard, I feel like crap..
I am getting myself in a rut, losing it & putting it on etc & frankly I am sick of it, just cheating myself..
I know I cant stick to CD 100% because of my medication but I am having a small bowl of cereal in morning then a shake for dinner & something small for tea with a yoghurt & drinking as much water as I can.
I just hope I lose weight, if not then I will try to do 2 shakes a day.
Well all of you who know about my 'argument' with me mam, well its still on-going. She speaks to me when she has too but we havent held a conversation, we have had a few shouting arguments since the last time I have been on, she has even had an argument with Keith.
Thats why I havent been on here for ages as I have practically lived over my boyfriends as the atmosphere in this house is awful.
I really wanna move out & get a place of my own, sometimes it doesnt even feel like she is my mam, I know that may sound weird but the arguing has gone on for that long I think its a lot harder to make up now. From us being so close to us being very distant is really upsetting but 'hey ho' I have tried so many times & I am sick of trying, If I ask her a question she answers without an attitude so thats a bonus..
So I have been feeling really down these past few weeks folks, been quite depressed about life & also had a few medical appointments about my injury & I went to see an orthapedic expert & he said my injury wont get any worse but it WONT get any better so the thought of me on tablets & me in pain every day, depresses me too, so I have to shake myself up, stop comfort eating & lose some weight coz thats depressing me now too.
The only good thing in my life at the moment is Keith,
he has been there for me when I have needed a shoulder to cry on & every hospital appointment he has taken time off work to be there for me.
So I have alot of catching up to do on here, bet I have missed so much..
GOOD TO BE BACK TO MY LITTLE FAMILY OF DIET BUDDIES..
:grouphugg:
God I have missed you all & the advice..
Well been off diet for a few weeks now & put some weight back on which is daft of me.
I have got some supply of CD & decided I must shift some lard, I feel like crap..
I am getting myself in a rut, losing it & putting it on etc & frankly I am sick of it, just cheating myself..
I know I cant stick to CD 100% because of my medication but I am having a small bowl of cereal in morning then a shake for dinner & something small for tea with a yoghurt & drinking as much water as I can.
I just hope I lose weight, if not then I will try to do 2 shakes a day.
Well all of you who know about my 'argument' with me mam, well its still on-going. She speaks to me when she has too but we havent held a conversation, we have had a few shouting arguments since the last time I have been on, she has even had an argument with Keith.
Thats why I havent been on here for ages as I have practically lived over my boyfriends as the atmosphere in this house is awful.
I really wanna move out & get a place of my own, sometimes it doesnt even feel like she is my mam, I know that may sound weird but the arguing has gone on for that long I think its a lot harder to make up now. From us being so close to us being very distant is really upsetting but 'hey ho' I have tried so many times & I am sick of trying, If I ask her a question she answers without an attitude so thats a bonus..
So I have been feeling really down these past few weeks folks, been quite depressed about life & also had a few medical appointments about my injury & I went to see an orthapedic expert & he said my injury wont get any worse but it WONT get any better so the thought of me on tablets & me in pain every day, depresses me too, so I have to shake myself up, stop comfort eating & lose some weight coz thats depressing me now too.
The only good thing in my life at the moment is Keith,
he has been there for me when I have needed a shoulder to cry on & every hospital appointment he has taken time off work to be there for me.
So I have alot of catching up to do on here, bet I have missed so much..
GOOD TO BE BACK TO MY LITTLE FAMILY OF DIET BUDDIES..
:grouphugg:
