vanda
plodding away
Hi all
Just feeling so low I wanted to get it all out so sorry for the miserable post:cry:
I lost my mum last November and have put on 3 stone since then. I am struggling to get back on track and have been faffing around between dieting and bingeing.
Today my self esteem is rock bottom, I have been out to get some new make up in an attempt to make me feel better and although it has done am in tears just writing this. I miss my mum so much and feel so alone.
I know it is normal to get days like this after losing someone you love, but it doesnt make it any easier to deal with. My partner lives 150 miles away and I find it difficult to talk to people about my feelings so am venting here. Am also at that difficult age with my own central heating and emotional times too.
If you have go this far thanks for listening, hope to be feeling more myself tomorrow. :wave_cry:
Just feeling so low I wanted to get it all out so sorry for the miserable post:cry:
I lost my mum last November and have put on 3 stone since then. I am struggling to get back on track and have been faffing around between dieting and bingeing.
Today my self esteem is rock bottom, I have been out to get some new make up in an attempt to make me feel better and although it has done am in tears just writing this. I miss my mum so much and feel so alone.
I know it is normal to get days like this after losing someone you love, but it doesnt make it any easier to deal with. My partner lives 150 miles away and I find it difficult to talk to people about my feelings so am venting here. Am also at that difficult age with my own central heating and emotional times too.
If you have go this far thanks for listening, hope to be feeling more myself tomorrow. :wave_cry: