Ok I confess last night I ATE I had a sandwich and then tomatoes on toast.
I felt so bad and like I was starving the food made me feel better and I took a handful of laxitives after to try and get rid of it(worrying behaviour)
I honestly felt like I was starving, I tried to eat a bar but it just made me feel sick.I don't know if it is these epilepsy tablets but I am struggling to get 4 food packs down a day.I understand that is probably why I felt so bad last night
I need to know I can do this but at the momment am finding it so hard
If I don't loose this week I think well what the hell is the point because I can't live like this forever I do need to eat in the future and if one screw up makes me not loose then how can I ever keep the weight off
This probably the hardest thing I have ever done and I am just so scared
:cry:
Sam
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I felt so bad and like I was starving the food made me feel better and I took a handful of laxitives after to try and get rid of it(worrying behaviour)
I honestly felt like I was starving, I tried to eat a bar but it just made me feel sick.I don't know if it is these epilepsy tablets but I am struggling to get 4 food packs down a day.I understand that is probably why I felt so bad last night
I need to know I can do this but at the momment am finding it so hard
If I don't loose this week I think well what the hell is the point because I can't live like this forever I do need to eat in the future and if one screw up makes me not loose then how can I ever keep the weight off
This probably the hardest thing I have ever done and I am just so scared
:cry:
Sam
x