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Hi
Not sure where to start - but i've been rubbish.
I weighed on Thursday - put 2lbs on... culmination of a carb fest on Monday, and totm. Excuses Excuses Excuses.
I am seriously thinking of maybe not carrying on with CD... i'm not following it as I should, and i know I'm not spending as much money (i'm just buying bars and a few shakes, as I always have some left over from the previous week... strange that), but it's still a waste of money if i'm not taking it seriously.
I've had a good run at it, and even tho i'm loath to say it, I don't know whether i should go to another class and start from scratch.
I'm being very complacent with CD - even tho i know if i stick to it, the results are brilliant. (I was 1lb from losing 4 stone before Christmas.)
I start off every morning with a good outlook - i have my bar, black coffee, i'm drinking at least 2 litres of water per day, i'm even pretty good at lunch time... but on Sat and Sun about 3.30 some demon came and took over me and i ended up having toast (always, always something carby).
I'm confused, fed up - not a good feeling for a Monday and especially not for the first of the month. I need to feel positive. And i'm far from that at the moment.
I'm actually worrying a lot about this. I'm losing sleep (Mind you, if wasn't worring about CD, i'd be worring about something else!) I'm worried that if I don't get a serious grip, the weight is going to creep back on. AND I CAN'T LET THAT HAPPEN.
Sorry for the rambling message. But this forum is the best way i know of getting my feelings across. If i were to tell my mum, or my boyfriend, or even my best friend (who's lost nearly 9st on LL - i love her to bits!!), i know I'm going to get a lecture. I don't know what to do.
Sorry to be so blinkin' negative. :sigh:
Lynne
x
Not sure where to start - but i've been rubbish.
I weighed on Thursday - put 2lbs on... culmination of a carb fest on Monday, and totm. Excuses Excuses Excuses.
I am seriously thinking of maybe not carrying on with CD... i'm not following it as I should, and i know I'm not spending as much money (i'm just buying bars and a few shakes, as I always have some left over from the previous week... strange that), but it's still a waste of money if i'm not taking it seriously.
I've had a good run at it, and even tho i'm loath to say it, I don't know whether i should go to another class and start from scratch.
I'm being very complacent with CD - even tho i know if i stick to it, the results are brilliant. (I was 1lb from losing 4 stone before Christmas.)
I start off every morning with a good outlook - i have my bar, black coffee, i'm drinking at least 2 litres of water per day, i'm even pretty good at lunch time... but on Sat and Sun about 3.30 some demon came and took over me and i ended up having toast (always, always something carby).
I'm confused, fed up - not a good feeling for a Monday and especially not for the first of the month. I need to feel positive. And i'm far from that at the moment.
I'm actually worrying a lot about this. I'm losing sleep (Mind you, if wasn't worring about CD, i'd be worring about something else!) I'm worried that if I don't get a serious grip, the weight is going to creep back on. AND I CAN'T LET THAT HAPPEN.
Sorry for the rambling message. But this forum is the best way i know of getting my feelings across. If i were to tell my mum, or my boyfriend, or even my best friend (who's lost nearly 9st on LL - i love her to bits!!), i know I'm going to get a lecture. I don't know what to do.
Sorry to be so blinkin' negative. :sigh:
Lynne
x