Jeep
Otherwise known as Jools
What a waste of a week - I have blown it big time this weekend and completely fallen off the wagon. It started on Friday when I was at my uncle's funeral - the spread there was lovely and it was too difficult to resist. It was bad enough having my stomach rumble during the service - so when it came to the wake I thought that I'd be good and try to resist but failed miserably. I ate some chicken, cheese and chocolate dipped strawberries. It was a weird day as old friends kept coming up saying how well and slim I was looking specially as I had not seen many of them for years but I ruined it by eating.
Then on Saturday night had a bit of a strong disagreement with a close friend that drove me to food as well.
Its started a weekend of eating and now I feel quite sick with myself for failing.
I didn't have my head in quite the right space for the last couple of weeks and seriously think its time for a break but I am in two minds as this has been the most successful diet I have ever been on. I know that I will have put on loads of weight and dont want to go to weigh in tomorrow.
The only really good thing that happened this weekend was I booked my holiday for October and I really would like to be slim and fit for that, and its thoughts of that holiday that make me want to be on the LT train but at the same time I have the thoughts of whats the point if I cannot do it right
Sorry for the long post but I hope that it will help to refocus. Going to look at pics of the hotel for holiday and see if that will inspire and get my mojo back
Then on Saturday night had a bit of a strong disagreement with a close friend that drove me to food as well.
Its started a weekend of eating and now I feel quite sick with myself for failing.
I didn't have my head in quite the right space for the last couple of weeks and seriously think its time for a break but I am in two minds as this has been the most successful diet I have ever been on. I know that I will have put on loads of weight and dont want to go to weigh in tomorrow.
The only really good thing that happened this weekend was I booked my holiday for October and I really would like to be slim and fit for that, and its thoughts of that holiday that make me want to be on the LT train but at the same time I have the thoughts of whats the point if I cannot do it right
Sorry for the long post but I hope that it will help to refocus. Going to look at pics of the hotel for holiday and see if that will inspire and get my mojo back