Mrs Taurus
Silver Member
Pathetic I know,but it seems like an extension of xmas with Mr T at home and all routine out of the window due to the blooming snow. So what was just one glass of red after a snowy walk on Thursday became 2 on Friday and a horrid amount of left over xmas booze that led to a food blow out last night and terrible hangover this morning.
My problem is the association of booze and weekends, not the snow!
Also although my goal has always been to achieve a healthy bmi, now I have a bmi of 28(probably 32 this morning) and look slim in comparison to the summer I feel less pressure to race to goal.
Another issue I am struggling with is the number of socials-am meant to be going away next weekend,MasterT's bday then val day then holiday(planned off plan).I just want a clear run of no temptation .
Shan't be making false promises to myself,but definitely only drinking on special occassions now, as I eat when I drink not because I lose control of my food demons,but to soak up the booze.
Had lost 13 of my 19lb gain in a week,but dread to think of the damage I did last night.
Oh well back on my horse til the weekend away,until I get strong enough not to use social events as an excuse rekon this is going to be one long trek to goal,unlike the gallop from August to xmas.
Bloomin xmas, bloomin snow and bloomin social life-my only hope is to go and live in a cave with a billion cd packs near a fresh water spring.
One positive note is although got a hangover from hell I am suffering with it rather than fixing it with a carb fest.
Confessional over(maybe I should find a priest as its Sunday).x
My problem is the association of booze and weekends, not the snow!
Also although my goal has always been to achieve a healthy bmi, now I have a bmi of 28(probably 32 this morning) and look slim in comparison to the summer I feel less pressure to race to goal.
Another issue I am struggling with is the number of socials-am meant to be going away next weekend,MasterT's bday then val day then holiday(planned off plan).I just want a clear run of no temptation .
Shan't be making false promises to myself,but definitely only drinking on special occassions now, as I eat when I drink not because I lose control of my food demons,but to soak up the booze.
Had lost 13 of my 19lb gain in a week,but dread to think of the damage I did last night.
Oh well back on my horse til the weekend away,until I get strong enough not to use social events as an excuse rekon this is going to be one long trek to goal,unlike the gallop from August to xmas.
Bloomin xmas, bloomin snow and bloomin social life-my only hope is to go and live in a cave with a billion cd packs near a fresh water spring.
One positive note is although got a hangover from hell I am suffering with it rather than fixing it with a carb fest.
Confessional over(maybe I should find a priest as its Sunday).x