if only..........

i had stuck to the bl***y diet i would be at goal now. :cry: AHHHHHHHH. Just wanted to come here and get some of my feelings out as no one understands unless they have been there !. started cambridge last september wiith much gusto and achievement and was so happpy at the results so why oh why was it that by january i was well and truly off the diet with 1 stone gained after loosing 3. What is the answer i just dont know. Find myself dreading the lovely weather at the moment as have nothing to wear and dont want to show off me wobbly bits and thinking if only i had stuck to the diet i would want to show them ha. Was that chocolate or cake worth it. It might have been at the time but sitting here now i know the answer is a BIG NO NO NO and i cant even remember the food that i ate that seem to end my cambridge diet. Well what can i say friends and family really just look on in pity or tell me to find my willpower it seems so simple to those who have never had to watch their weight at all hey! feel better now minmins ha thanks for reading as i babble but it is off my chest now and i want to restart with a clean slate and new ticker (so im not reminded what i did lose) and know if anything is going to help me its everyone on here. XX

Feel better for that now?

So now you can look forward to this Summer. Isn't that great

Well there ya go, restart knowing that you have confessed all and are now sin free