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hey guys not been on here for a few days. ive had a good week apart from yesterday and today went to a party both days i had stuck to my shakes and felt fine but both days when we're around people they almost force feed. the amount of times i was offered food was so annoying i actually didnt want to eat and was not hungry at all. i was happy drinking my water and having a good time. today for instance a relative turned around and siad o your not dieting are you. i didnt have any shakes with me and because i was refusing food saying i wasnt hungry which i wasnt they kept asking me to eat. in the end to not be asked why was i not eating i ate! the other half was brilliant telling them i was ok and not to keep offering me food and that id eaten at home (he lied to get them off my back).

anyhow i know ive gained some weight becuase i really can feel it on me.

so tommorrows my new day. im not going anywhere or seeing anyone planned until christmas. i juyst want o try and loose a what i can without these stupid blips that dont even make me happy for the sake of an easy life.

so back on track tommorrow. i feel ive done so well and its days like today and yesterday i think i should just stay at home why did i go out i could have mad excuses and siad i was ill and sent other half on my behalf.
 
Poor you... I hate it when everyone tries to force feed me as well. Even my mum always does it. "Don't be silly - a little bit won't hurt you"....

I must admit I've hidden away a bit over the last 11 weeks and only seen my mum when it's easy to avoid having food - mid morning when I can say I've not long had breakfast. I do get a bit paranoid with some people as I'm sure they would like to see me fail .... or maybe it's concern that I'll make myself ill.

Anyway all we can do is keep trying and good luck for tomorrow. No point in beating yourself up tomorrow's a new day

Wishing you all the best

Julie
 
hi julie your right
i did good yesterday. im seeing friends next week so im hopfully going to stick to it this week and have a weight loss next week.
then its the new year!!!!
i feel like ive almost reached my short term goal so we'll see next week.

youve not got much to loose till your goal :)
 
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