TheMeIWantToBe
Member
Hi all
My last WI was mid-March and I was about 11.8lbs. I reckon I've gone up to around 13 (WI and start afresh tonight so will be able to accurately update ticker etc then) - I was 100% fine for the longest time but in the last 2 or 3 months I could feel myself gradually slipping back to old ways, but more worryingly old feelings (out of control, eating more than I wanted/needed to, avoiding social engagements because I felt like people would judge me sliding backwards...) so I decided to take control and get back to class. Really thought about waiting until the new year so I thought I'd check if anybody here was mad/strong enough to recommence this close to Christmas and of course, some of you are so thank you all for cementing my decision to go for it and not wait. I am really excited at the thought of taking back ownership of my behaviour (to learn to do things better next time) and my weight (because fluctuations in that drive the behaviours).
Looking forward to understanding where I am now so that I can plot and plan how to get to where I want to be, and whatever happens - I must do RTM this time, didn't last time and thought I could handle it but I accept now that I need to learn how to manage my weight going forward.
Thanks all for being there and I look forward to seeing you all shrink your way to greatness over the coming months xxxx
TMIWtB
xxxx
My last WI was mid-March and I was about 11.8lbs. I reckon I've gone up to around 13 (WI and start afresh tonight so will be able to accurately update ticker etc then) - I was 100% fine for the longest time but in the last 2 or 3 months I could feel myself gradually slipping back to old ways, but more worryingly old feelings (out of control, eating more than I wanted/needed to, avoiding social engagements because I felt like people would judge me sliding backwards...) so I decided to take control and get back to class. Really thought about waiting until the new year so I thought I'd check if anybody here was mad/strong enough to recommence this close to Christmas and of course, some of you are so thank you all for cementing my decision to go for it and not wait. I am really excited at the thought of taking back ownership of my behaviour (to learn to do things better next time) and my weight (because fluctuations in that drive the behaviours).
Looking forward to understanding where I am now so that I can plot and plan how to get to where I want to be, and whatever happens - I must do RTM this time, didn't last time and thought I could handle it but I accept now that I need to learn how to manage my weight going forward.
Thanks all for being there and I look forward to seeing you all shrink your way to greatness over the coming months xxxx
TMIWtB
xxxx