Klev
Full Member
Hi all,
I just figured, since i need to get this out of my system i could just blab it on here.
I am having a rough time. I am grumpy to my husband. He's starting to get grumpy too. I am not hungry, nor do i feel the need to eat or take candy or whatever.
It is just that aparently the reasons for my overeating are now showing itselfs. Since last week, or perhaps 2 weeks ago already, i am thinking 24/7. I can't stop doing it. How will my future look. Do i really want to do this for 6 months or more. Will i be happy when i reach goal. Will i be able to maintain. Will i be able to cope with my HB who has bad eating habits as well, but without putting on the weight.
I was coping allright with it. But i am at work right now, i cooked diner for a client. Didnt feel the urge to eat it, but i did started to feel regret that i couldn't eat it. When i got back to the office to eat my soup i felt so bad. I couldn't eat the soup (i did though), and i feel like i could burst out in tears any minute (not what i need at work surrounded with clients that can come by any minute).
I just wish my life wouldn't be such a big mess right now. Or at least my head. I can't seem to cope with all the thinking....
Okay, despite what i said in the subject, if people know some tips to stop me from thinking all the time?? It is welcome. But most of all, i just needed some ears to blab into.
I just figured, since i need to get this out of my system i could just blab it on here.
I am having a rough time. I am grumpy to my husband. He's starting to get grumpy too. I am not hungry, nor do i feel the need to eat or take candy or whatever.
It is just that aparently the reasons for my overeating are now showing itselfs. Since last week, or perhaps 2 weeks ago already, i am thinking 24/7. I can't stop doing it. How will my future look. Do i really want to do this for 6 months or more. Will i be happy when i reach goal. Will i be able to maintain. Will i be able to cope with my HB who has bad eating habits as well, but without putting on the weight.
I was coping allright with it. But i am at work right now, i cooked diner for a client. Didnt feel the urge to eat it, but i did started to feel regret that i couldn't eat it. When i got back to the office to eat my soup i felt so bad. I couldn't eat the soup (i did though), and i feel like i could burst out in tears any minute (not what i need at work surrounded with clients that can come by any minute).
I just wish my life wouldn't be such a big mess right now. Or at least my head. I can't seem to cope with all the thinking....
Okay, despite what i said in the subject, if people know some tips to stop me from thinking all the time?? It is welcome. But most of all, i just needed some ears to blab into.