Hey guys! Just wanted to keep you all updated, although lets be honest, this is mostly for my benefit (all this self-expression malarky ).
So, it's day two of my re-start and so far it is going brilliantly! Day one was a proverbial piece of cake! I wasn't hungry at all, which is fab! I suspect it was mostly due to the fact that I'm still a bit poorly and have no appetite, but i'll take the win where i can.
I've just nom-ed my second shake (hot choc with coffee) and I'm downing my water like a thirsty person in the middle of the desert and I'm feeling great (bar the sniffles, coughes and wheezes lol) and I just can't believe how motivated and positive I'm feeling!
Someone replied to me in a previous thread saying to me that if i well and truly wanted this to work then I need to pull my finger out (of the fridge) and get my head in the game-or words to that effect), and I just though 'you're so right! what have I been thinking?!?!?!'. All I want is to feel good about myself and my looks and if that takes a couple months of LT then so be it!! I mean, I am seriously dirt-poor so what is the point in coughing up £147 a month if I'm just going to whine and give in?? Absolutely nothing!!!
So so far I am feeling marvellous and really strong and I can't even think about losing this good feeling!
I recently saved a bunch of 'thinspiration' pics onto my HD, put some good-feeling music to it (reflections of my life by marmalade-listen to it, it will make you feel so good about yourself, i'm listning to it right now!! ) and i watch it a few times a day when i need a lift and to remind myself of what I want. Looking at those pics does make me feel somewhat wistful and yearning, but then I think 'soon I will look like that and be happy with myself'.
But, of course, my biggest motivator is being on this board and reading about all of you and your successes. You're all so brilliant and it really makes me feel connected-being in this with all of you.
So, today I did everything I needed to do, pay the bills, speak to various official people, booked my business meeting to talk about setting up a business account and getting a loan to do my driving instructors training, filled in my careers development loan application, etc etc etc. I already feel acomplished!
Anyway, i do have a tendancy to waffle on a bit (without the waffles, thankfully) so I'll stop now lol.
Anyway, I'm sending out the bestest of vibes to you all and hope you all have had/are having a brill day!!!
Akra xxx
So, it's day two of my re-start and so far it is going brilliantly! Day one was a proverbial piece of cake! I wasn't hungry at all, which is fab! I suspect it was mostly due to the fact that I'm still a bit poorly and have no appetite, but i'll take the win where i can.
I've just nom-ed my second shake (hot choc with coffee) and I'm downing my water like a thirsty person in the middle of the desert and I'm feeling great (bar the sniffles, coughes and wheezes lol) and I just can't believe how motivated and positive I'm feeling!
Someone replied to me in a previous thread saying to me that if i well and truly wanted this to work then I need to pull my finger out (of the fridge) and get my head in the game-or words to that effect), and I just though 'you're so right! what have I been thinking?!?!?!'. All I want is to feel good about myself and my looks and if that takes a couple months of LT then so be it!! I mean, I am seriously dirt-poor so what is the point in coughing up £147 a month if I'm just going to whine and give in?? Absolutely nothing!!!
So so far I am feeling marvellous and really strong and I can't even think about losing this good feeling!
I recently saved a bunch of 'thinspiration' pics onto my HD, put some good-feeling music to it (reflections of my life by marmalade-listen to it, it will make you feel so good about yourself, i'm listning to it right now!! ) and i watch it a few times a day when i need a lift and to remind myself of what I want. Looking at those pics does make me feel somewhat wistful and yearning, but then I think 'soon I will look like that and be happy with myself'.
But, of course, my biggest motivator is being on this board and reading about all of you and your successes. You're all so brilliant and it really makes me feel connected-being in this with all of you.
So, today I did everything I needed to do, pay the bills, speak to various official people, booked my business meeting to talk about setting up a business account and getting a loan to do my driving instructors training, filled in my careers development loan application, etc etc etc. I already feel acomplished!
Anyway, i do have a tendancy to waffle on a bit (without the waffles, thankfully) so I'll stop now lol.
Anyway, I'm sending out the bestest of vibes to you all and hope you all have had/are having a brill day!!!
Akra xxx