cuddlyfairy
Gold Member
My life has been an emotional rollercoaster the past 10 days. Things have been hard for my mum, sis and I and it's not going to get better in the next couple of weeks.
We finally found out when the funeral is. I have postponed my operation for a week so they don't clash. I have been relying on LT to get me through - food would have choked me. Then a potential timebomb reared it's ugly head yesterday. I won't go into details but basically my mum has been overlooked by my bro-in-law in the newspaper notice. Fortunately it is not a paper local to us so she doesn't have to see it but if she asks things are going to be harder for her than they already are!
Well that hit me very hard and I cracked - turned to the chicken again! Typical me, turn to food in times of crisis!!!!! I managed to avoid the children's cookies and other weekend treats but it was hard! I had a couple of pieces of chicken and a red pepper! OMG I felt grim afterwards! I still have a long way to go and a lot more to learn! I just hope I haven't ruined the WI results from yesterday!!!
WI! Well I weighed in early last week, 5 days in, then again on Tuesday, another 5 days later, and again yesterday morning, which will be my usual WI day. I lost 3lb, 3lb and 0.5lb!!!!! WTF! Oh well, it was 6.5lb over the fortnight but I had hoped I had lost more than 0.5lb in 4 days!!!:wave_cry:
Hope you have all had a good weekend.
xxxx
We finally found out when the funeral is. I have postponed my operation for a week so they don't clash. I have been relying on LT to get me through - food would have choked me. Then a potential timebomb reared it's ugly head yesterday. I won't go into details but basically my mum has been overlooked by my bro-in-law in the newspaper notice. Fortunately it is not a paper local to us so she doesn't have to see it but if she asks things are going to be harder for her than they already are!
Well that hit me very hard and I cracked - turned to the chicken again! Typical me, turn to food in times of crisis!!!!! I managed to avoid the children's cookies and other weekend treats but it was hard! I had a couple of pieces of chicken and a red pepper! OMG I felt grim afterwards! I still have a long way to go and a lot more to learn! I just hope I haven't ruined the WI results from yesterday!!!
WI! Well I weighed in early last week, 5 days in, then again on Tuesday, another 5 days later, and again yesterday morning, which will be my usual WI day. I lost 3lb, 3lb and 0.5lb!!!!! WTF! Oh well, it was 6.5lb over the fortnight but I had hoped I had lost more than 0.5lb in 4 days!!!:wave_cry:
Hope you have all had a good weekend.
xxxx