pink~chocolate
Full Member
Hi everyone, i have been on this site quite a while now but i am more of a lurker than a poster.
Anyway my boyfriend is working away for a few months and although he has only been gone a week it is the longest we have been apart for the whole of our 7 years together.
I have found myself wanting a cigarette even though i gave up years ago (smoke the odd puff when drunk with other smokers) and due to not wanting to start again i am hankering after food. Due to wanting to lose weight i am hardly eating rather than starting the pattern of comfort eating. I know i need to eat sensibly but i feel stuck in a rut.
I have shocked myself with how much i miss him and i actually feel lonely which i didn't think i would.
Not sure why i am posting this, not sure what replies i am expecting so i suppose it is a bit of a rant/vent more than anything!!!!!
Anyway my boyfriend is working away for a few months and although he has only been gone a week it is the longest we have been apart for the whole of our 7 years together.
I have found myself wanting a cigarette even though i gave up years ago (smoke the odd puff when drunk with other smokers) and due to not wanting to start again i am hankering after food. Due to wanting to lose weight i am hardly eating rather than starting the pattern of comfort eating. I know i need to eat sensibly but i feel stuck in a rut.
I have shocked myself with how much i miss him and i actually feel lonely which i didn't think i would.
Not sure why i am posting this, not sure what replies i am expecting so i suppose it is a bit of a rant/vent more than anything!!!!!