Flopster
Got a life thank you!
I haven't updated in a few days over on DH and decided to pick up and continue my diary here.
I had a 2lb loss on Monday night (day 49) which was disappointing, but, it was TOTM and I had cheated again over the weekend.
I quite rightly was brought to task a bit by my LLC, in reality it was quite mild, I would have been a lot tougher on me!
The past three days though have been great, 100% abstinence and 5 plus litres of water a day.
Tuesday and Wednesday I was in a training course for the two days and lunch was quite difficult - it was a formal sit down steak dinner with all 15 of us sat round a big table, so there was no hiding from the fact that I was on foodpacks. The steaks looked amazing though and my mouth was watering.
I promise myself it will be one of the first things I have when we start to reintroduce food.
Yesterday I looked great (if I say so myself), my weight loss was very apparent - mainly down to what I was wearing.
I took pictures and compared them to a month ago and the result is unbelievable!
Today has been fine, water through the day more difficult because we were locked in the meeting room following through the training of the last few days and I was totally engrossed with what I was doing but I have made up for it tonight.
I have actually found drinking the water warm with flavourings helpful. I have been quite cold (probably the fat burn process) and have found that drinking the water warm actually helps me get it down.
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This is my first diary entry from DH forum:-
Having read a lot of the other diaries on here, I have decided to start my own, mainly for my own benefit as I like talking to myself but also I am hoping that others will help and encourage me as I go.
Firstly so that I don't lose focus on why I am doing this, here are my hopes/aims:-
* I want to be able to fit into size 14 per una or next clothes.
* I want to go back after the school holidays and be the best part of three stone lighter - I can't wait to see the look on the faces of the other mums who just see me as the "blob". I am definately the fatest mum in both kids classes and that is one of my main motivators.
* I want to live - I know there are no guarantees that I won't get cancer but being this over weight will not be helping. I don't want to spend any more time worrying at night that I am going to get a blood clot in my leg because of inactivity.
* My legs got very chapped during the recent hot spell. I desparately hate that feeling and can't wait until the don't chaff.
* I am sure that I will be taken more seriously as a business woman without the blubber - I know people see the fat when I walk into a room rather than the person inside the fat. It is time that changed.
I had a 2lb loss on Monday night (day 49) which was disappointing, but, it was TOTM and I had cheated again over the weekend.
I quite rightly was brought to task a bit by my LLC, in reality it was quite mild, I would have been a lot tougher on me!
The past three days though have been great, 100% abstinence and 5 plus litres of water a day.
Tuesday and Wednesday I was in a training course for the two days and lunch was quite difficult - it was a formal sit down steak dinner with all 15 of us sat round a big table, so there was no hiding from the fact that I was on foodpacks. The steaks looked amazing though and my mouth was watering.
I promise myself it will be one of the first things I have when we start to reintroduce food.
Yesterday I looked great (if I say so myself), my weight loss was very apparent - mainly down to what I was wearing.
I took pictures and compared them to a month ago and the result is unbelievable!
Today has been fine, water through the day more difficult because we were locked in the meeting room following through the training of the last few days and I was totally engrossed with what I was doing but I have made up for it tonight.
I have actually found drinking the water warm with flavourings helpful. I have been quite cold (probably the fat burn process) and have found that drinking the water warm actually helps me get it down.
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This is my first diary entry from DH forum:-
Having read a lot of the other diaries on here, I have decided to start my own, mainly for my own benefit as I like talking to myself but also I am hoping that others will help and encourage me as I go.
Firstly so that I don't lose focus on why I am doing this, here are my hopes/aims:-
* I want to be able to fit into size 14 per una or next clothes.
* I want to go back after the school holidays and be the best part of three stone lighter - I can't wait to see the look on the faces of the other mums who just see me as the "blob". I am definately the fatest mum in both kids classes and that is one of my main motivators.
* I want to live - I know there are no guarantees that I won't get cancer but being this over weight will not be helping. I don't want to spend any more time worrying at night that I am going to get a blood clot in my leg because of inactivity.
* My legs got very chapped during the recent hot spell. I desparately hate that feeling and can't wait until the don't chaff.
* I am sure that I will be taken more seriously as a business woman without the blubber - I know people see the fat when I walk into a room rather than the person inside the fat. It is time that changed.