liz0703
Silver Member
Well, today my mum said I looked emaciated!!!! My mother-in-law says I am becoming anorexic!!!!! Anyone would think I was about 6 stone- I am 11st8lbs, they have all told me to check the scales!! (only use the scales at the chemist!) I certainly don't feel too thin, I have 'flab' everywhere, which I know is due to me not doing exercise enough, i took my boys swimming today, and feel so healthy and refreshed, will definitely be doing that regularly -1st time Ive worn a swimming costume since weight loss!!
However, I do feel that I am very anxious about coming off the shakes, for a very strong fear of putting the weight back on. Has anyone else experienced this? I beginning to get a bit worried that I won't be able to stop the shakes!! I do want to leave a bit of lee way for re-feeding and maintenance, in the unfortunate chance I do happen to put weight on. Your problems never stop, they just change, less than 5 months ago, too fat, now too thin(apparently!!)- never thought I would get told that in a million years!!
I was reading in a magazine, about Britney Spears, and how fat she looked at 9st3lbs (they are just evil!!!), she is same height as me, and got down 8 1/2st and she looked fab, and I thought, I want to look like that!!! (I know there is various air-brushing involved to get her looking like that lol)
However, I do feel that I am very anxious about coming off the shakes, for a very strong fear of putting the weight back on. Has anyone else experienced this? I beginning to get a bit worried that I won't be able to stop the shakes!! I do want to leave a bit of lee way for re-feeding and maintenance, in the unfortunate chance I do happen to put weight on. Your problems never stop, they just change, less than 5 months ago, too fat, now too thin(apparently!!)- never thought I would get told that in a million years!!
I was reading in a magazine, about Britney Spears, and how fat she looked at 9st3lbs (they are just evil!!!), she is same height as me, and got down 8 1/2st and she looked fab, and I thought, I want to look like that!!! (I know there is various air-brushing involved to get her looking like that lol)