I think the penny has finally dropped.

Every time in the past when I've started a diet I manage to cock up very quickly. Either when people start to notice & comment about the weight loss. I kinda think 'okay I've proved I can do it', then start to pig out again.
Or when we've been away or to an event & I manage to stay on track. As soon as I get home the diet goes out the window & I head for the fridge.

But. This time I've not fallen back to my old ways!
I've been to a friends wedding and to 2 music festivals and stayed SS without any problems or any feelings that I've missed out. And everyone at work, including customers, are noticing how much I've lost & I have no need to hit the fridge!
I'm not sure whats so different about this time, whether it's someting in CD itself, but I think I've FINALLY got my head sorted.

Well done, have to say it is something I have also struggled with. I recently moved house and blew it for a week but am back on track