helenfrompoole
Full Member
Morning everyone!
Well a couple of days ago a friend popped round and we got chatting about going to new york in november, just the two of us on a girly weekend.
Anyway- although i know it is still a fair few months away- it has opened my mind to eating.
I have been 100% on this diet and will be taking the weekend off when I go to NY, i have been before and do know that I wil have to be very sensible with my choices.
Anyway- it is not the loss of control that scares me- I know I am able to handle the control issue- and will be a good way to goal by then hopefully having lost about 6 stone.
I was thinking about eating and it freaked me out- as in I keep thinking that what ever i eat is going to make me sick like i was imagining eating and straight after that "day dream" i saw myself just being sick again.
Have i developed an irrational phobia of food?!?!
Does anyone else feel like this?
Well a couple of days ago a friend popped round and we got chatting about going to new york in november, just the two of us on a girly weekend.
Anyway- although i know it is still a fair few months away- it has opened my mind to eating.
I have been 100% on this diet and will be taking the weekend off when I go to NY, i have been before and do know that I wil have to be very sensible with my choices.
Anyway- it is not the loss of control that scares me- I know I am able to handle the control issue- and will be a good way to goal by then hopefully having lost about 6 stone.
I was thinking about eating and it freaked me out- as in I keep thinking that what ever i eat is going to make me sick like i was imagining eating and straight after that "day dream" i saw myself just being sick again.
Have i developed an irrational phobia of food?!?!
Does anyone else feel like this?