SexyBecks1
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Good morning everyone,
Well it is in my eyes anyway. I am feeling so good at the moment. Last week I gained a lb for being silly which I have been doing for a number of weeks now. So after my weigh in I gave myself a good talking to and got back on track. I even decided not to weigh myself this week to see if that helps keep me on the straight and narrow. I can't believe it is 5 days since I last weighed myself. The fear of not knowing what my weight is is keeping me focussed. I know it's not positive thinking but if I tell myself that I haven't lost any weight it will stop me reaching for food.
I have now stuck to it 100% for a whole 7 days aswell which is the most I have done in a while as I always find some excuse as to why I need to have something. I have been going to the gym and really enjoying it, I am feeling so fit and healthy, it's great. I feel like I have lost a stone this week!! I probably haven't but I will settle for 5 or 6lb. I feel that I am now ready to loose the rest of the weight to get me to goal.
I also have another motivation to get it off as my sister is coming up from London and we are having a big girls night out in 2 weeks. We have organised for a lot of people to get together some of which I have not seen for as long as 10 years!! I am so excited. If I can just get half a stone off by then I might be down into a proper size 14. I am going clothes shopping during the day before my night out with another girl that has done CD so that will be fun.
Life is really starting to look up now. I really feel invigorated and ready for the end of my journey. I have even been looking at the RTM threads as in theory it is not too far away and that will keep me motivated too.
Hope everyone else is having as good a week as me. Will let you know how I get on at my WI tomorrow.
Good luck for everyone else's WI this week too.
I love LL, just wish I would have stuck to it 100% all the time.
Bye for now x x
Well it is in my eyes anyway. I am feeling so good at the moment. Last week I gained a lb for being silly which I have been doing for a number of weeks now. So after my weigh in I gave myself a good talking to and got back on track. I even decided not to weigh myself this week to see if that helps keep me on the straight and narrow. I can't believe it is 5 days since I last weighed myself. The fear of not knowing what my weight is is keeping me focussed. I know it's not positive thinking but if I tell myself that I haven't lost any weight it will stop me reaching for food.
I have now stuck to it 100% for a whole 7 days aswell which is the most I have done in a while as I always find some excuse as to why I need to have something. I have been going to the gym and really enjoying it, I am feeling so fit and healthy, it's great. I feel like I have lost a stone this week!! I probably haven't but I will settle for 5 or 6lb. I feel that I am now ready to loose the rest of the weight to get me to goal.
I also have another motivation to get it off as my sister is coming up from London and we are having a big girls night out in 2 weeks. We have organised for a lot of people to get together some of which I have not seen for as long as 10 years!! I am so excited. If I can just get half a stone off by then I might be down into a proper size 14. I am going clothes shopping during the day before my night out with another girl that has done CD so that will be fun.
Life is really starting to look up now. I really feel invigorated and ready for the end of my journey. I have even been looking at the RTM threads as in theory it is not too far away and that will keep me motivated too.
Hope everyone else is having as good a week as me. Will let you know how I get on at my WI tomorrow.
Good luck for everyone else's WI this week too.
I love LL, just wish I would have stuck to it 100% all the time.
Bye for now x x
