OUCH! (I fell off the wagon..)

Ugh, for the past week.. week and a half.. I fell off the wagon. I wasn't *real* bad.. but bad enough that when I weighed in this past weekend, I was the same, and then when I weighed in a few days ago.. I was back up a few lbs (although, I'm going to blame that on the fact that I have been a little stuff up... you know where. )

I ran into a situation where my BF, of not such a long time, needed money for his rent. He tried to get it from other people (he is currently a LO, but just started there and it is purely based off of commision. No deals have closed yet because people are afraid of reverse mortgages and so, he's absolutely totally completely broke), his last resort was me. And I didn't want to see him get kicked out of his apartment.. and live where? his parents are in a different state, and I live with my mom... along with my brother, his GF and their daughter.. and my daughter.. wasn't going to happen.

I gave him the money.. completely draining the little amount I had in my savings... and ended up being really strapped for cash. And not being able to do SF for like a week. The Mt Dew I was drinking to stay awake after staying out too late with him wasn't helping either. LOL.

But I got paid (whoo!) and I'm back. I just hope he closes a deal ASAP because I can't do that again. :wave_cry:

(oh... and don't lecture me on not lending money to significant others... especially SO that haven't been in that role for a long time.. LOL I already know... It wasn't a great idea, but I know he will pay me back once he has it. I just have no idea when that is...And if he's going to be pulling in the kind of money he's supposed to be.. then he can pay for my car inspection that is overdue... :8855: )

LR

Hugs LR, at least you have only put on a couple of punds. I sure that'll soon shift and you'll be right back on track. Glad all is ok x

I fell off tonight. Went to my mums and had pasta bake and sausages, then binged on salted Dorito Dippas and Pringles, a Flake, and a Weightwatchers choc pudding ;o(

Im going on hol Monday too so I know I wont be good next wk. Altho Im happier with how I look in my clothes I realised today I have to look like I do now on the beach next wk, as I have kept telling myself I will tone up, but it obviously takes time...

I have a roll under my boobs and a saggy tum which I dont really want hanging out a bikini... I know "theres plenty of other ppl bigger" but I wanted to look better.

And now I am annoyed that I have eaten a pile of crap and not helped myself at all! Grrr