Needs2losealot
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AMAZING READING YOUR POSTS YOU HAVE JUST MADE ME REALISE THERE IS OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT FEEL THE SAME THAT HAVE THE GUILT AND SHAME I CARRY AND ACT AND REACT TO THINGS I DO. FOOD IS AN ADDICTION THAT THIN PEOPLE JUST CANT UNDERSTAND BUT I HAVE LEARNT OVER THE MANY YEARS OF DIETING THAT ONLY YOU CAN DO IT NO ONE CAN HELP YOU ON YOUR JORNEY IV BEEN LET DOWN BY SO MANY WEIGHT LOSS LEADERS CONSUTANTS SOME IV BEARED MY HEART AND SOUL TO AND BEEN IGNORED SO NOW I KNOW ITS ME THAT HAS TO HELP ME ALONG AND THAT OTHERS ON SITES LIKE THIS FEEL THE SAME TOGETHER WE CAN MAKE IT WORK FOR US AND GET THE LIFE WE HAVE ALWAYS DREAMED OF. I WENT TO A WEDDING AT THE WEEKEND AND I WANTED TO CRY I FELT ASHAMED OF ME ASHAMED FOR MY HUSBAND WHEN I SEE HOW PERFECT THE BRIDE WAS A MEAR SIZE 8 OR 6 MITE I ADD.I WAS ASHAMED OF THE WAY I LOOKED ON MY WEDDING DAY WHY DID I CHOOSE FOOD OVER MY HAPPINESS AND SELFASTEAM IV HAD THE FEELING OF FEELING READY BEFORE BUT NOTHING LIKE I FEEL NOW I HAVE DETERMINATION TO MAKE IT THIS TIME I AM SO TIRED OF FAILING AND WASTING MY LIFE I WANT TO START LIVING.I HAVE MY DOCTORS NOTE SIGNED AND I JUST SIT HERE PRAYING FOR A GROUP TO OPEN SOON GOOD LUCK ALL I WISH YOU ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD MAKE YOUR DREAMS REAL X SAM X :family2: