One of those days....

I'm having a weird day today! Today is the two year anniversary of my brothers passing. It doesn't hurt as much as it once did but its still raw. I have munched quite a bit today and am currently downing a bottle of wine but I really don't care today. I hope it doesn't effect weigh in on Monday though!! :sigh:

I have had quite a trek today though! My brother, Andy, chose where he wanted his ashes scatttered (so very wrong that he should have had to at 23 but his brain tumor dictated so!!!) and so every year on this date we climb West Lomond (a steep hill) to visit (although I do visit him more often, weather permitting). It was gruelling climbing it but I have to say that it was clear to me and to ther others around that I am fitter than I can, or they can ever remember!! I would like to think that he is proud of me, and my Dad told me today that he would be too.

Sorry guys I've rambled somewhat. I suppose that even though two year have passed I still find it difficult. I miss him and wish he could see Samantha, my daughter growing up....I'm pretty damn positive that he is looking down though!!

K xx

Kerry, not much I can say but, yes it is one of those days. Try and remember the happy times with your lovely brother,

Love,

Sausage.

"HUGGGGGS" I can't imagine how you must feel. But as you say I'm sure he would be proud of you & he will be keeping a watch over you & your DD forever.

Thinking of you

xx

Your post made me a little teary hun! I think you deserve that wine and with a little care, you'll be ok come WI.
You will always miss him, but you're absolutely right - he would have been extremely proud of you. I can bet you he always was anyway, but of your achievements with your weight and fitness...extra so.
xxxxx

I bet he was with you every step of the way, and he'll be so proud of you. What a lovely thing to do.

Hugs Indie x

((((Hugs)))) Kerry ~ that was a lovely way of marking his anniversary and of course he will be proud of you. You deserved that wine hun, anniversaries can be hard to deal with ~ you will be fine come Monday, hope you are ok to-day, take care xx

Thanks Mo I am much better today. It just all took hold of me yesterday and felt the need to pour my heart out.

Thanks all, that was lovely of you

K xx

Thinking of you
It sounds like you deserved the wine to toast your brother's life today.
Tomorrow is another day, I'm sure you'll have saved some syns somewhere along the way for the wine x

Thinking of you - don't worry about SW on a day like today. Just concentrate on you and whatever it takes to stay smiling. Hugs xxx

*hugs* just wanted to send u all my positive vibes, love and thoughts..

Your an inspiration hun. and i hope tomorrow you feel a bit brighter. xx