daisydoll
Gold Member
OK so having been saintly for 20+ weeks i can feel things starting to go wrong!
my lapse at the weekend was fine - but despite promising to get back on track i am starting to pick...
i have just had a mini egg - and a lick of cake mixture
a week ago i would not dreamed of doing it, but i'm saying to myself
'oh well, i'm not abstinent any more so i can have bits of real food' - i know i can't, but its like the rules have changed now
arrggghhh!!! i so don't want to go down this route of 'cheating ' everyday. why can't i stick to the rules?? - it was so easy on 4 food packs, no choice, no deviation
i'm saying to myself -' i should be on about 750 calories, so if i have a mini egg about 30 cals then it will be ok.'
i know its not about calories, and its about introducing the right foods at the right time - so why am i messing about?!
its a pain remembering to have to eat too - ive just realised i still need to have another pack
and i've been getting hungry - don't like that at all.
i want to back to foundation....please, it was so easy and safe there
daisy x
my lapse at the weekend was fine - but despite promising to get back on track i am starting to pick...
i have just had a mini egg - and a lick of cake mixture
a week ago i would not dreamed of doing it, but i'm saying to myself
'oh well, i'm not abstinent any more so i can have bits of real food' - i know i can't, but its like the rules have changed now
arrggghhh!!! i so don't want to go down this route of 'cheating ' everyday. why can't i stick to the rules?? - it was so easy on 4 food packs, no choice, no deviation
i'm saying to myself -' i should be on about 750 calories, so if i have a mini egg about 30 cals then it will be ok.'
i know its not about calories, and its about introducing the right foods at the right time - so why am i messing about?!
its a pain remembering to have to eat too - ive just realised i still need to have another pack
and i've been getting hungry - don't like that at all.
i want to back to foundation....please, it was so easy and safe there
daisy x